When your world comes crashing down

But, God.

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose."

Through all the thoughts, emotions, and confusion of the past few days, God continually brings this to my mind.  I claim that.  I am seeing that.  One day I will be able to share this story, God's story, to the full extent.  Although we may not always understand the how's or the why's, we are called to have faith.  I may not have all the questions answered, but I know God's got this.  He's got me.  He's got my family.  No one, when asked how they would like their life to play out would choose to go through trials or hardships.  But if we could see the end result, would we say the same?  God sees the whole picture.  He knows the story already and I know He works all things for the good.

Peace.

"And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

I've watched many people go through trauma with such grace and faith.  From the outside, it's easy to question how.  Being in it, the only explanation is God has given me peace.  It doesn't make sense, and yet it is there.  

Beauty for ashes.

"To all who mourn in Israel he will give: beauty for ashes; joy instead of mourning; praise instead of heaviness. For God has planted them like strong and graceful oaks for his own glory."

God can make beauty out of ashes.  When we are at our deepest despair, He can redeem. Restore. Heal. I'm already seeing it.

So many have reached out.  The prayers have been felt and deeply appreciated.  There's no right words, and that's okay.  I'm praying a hedge of protection around my children.  I pray for wisdom in making decisions, and guidance in my steps.  I pray for grace, for restoration, for healing.  For prayers, instead of judgment.  I am thankful for His unmerited favor. For His love. But for the grace of God I am what I am. 

He gives grace for each day, for each moment.  I am claiming His promises and trusting in His plan that is bigger than my own.  




3 Comments

  1. Melissa, your words are graceful and inspired by the Lord. Erin and I are praying for you every day. We pray the God’s peace continues to guard your hearts and minds during the difficult days ahead.

    Blessings,
    Curt and Erin Hensley

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  2. Melissa, your words could have only come from my heart that has been seeking God for decades. We are praying for you and your precious family. God is there! He is surrounding you like never before. I’m praying that you will see His hand move in so many ways, it will be evident that you have been a recipient of His mercy and grace. He has been preparing you for this. We do not live in a vacuum, then all of a sudden His grace shows up and finds us. Praise God that that though the clouds of trials threaten to block the sun, the clouds cannot diminish the heat of His love by one degree. Our doubts affect experience but not the reality that He loves us! Eph. 3:18-19. Melissa, you are loved more than you know.

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  3. You have been there in my family's darkest hour. You have shared the joy of each of my babies births with me. You are an incredibly special woman. You are the perfect picture of grace, wisdom, strength, and peace. Your children have the Holy Spirit and prayers of protection will surround them. You are loved, supported, and prayed for and we will not stop. If you need anything I am a phone call away and would love to help in any way. May God's peace continue to bring you focus, direction, and purpose. Love you, always.

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